Boring Boring Boring

Well, I read Ashely's blog and this makes me realize that my job is boring, my life is boring, and my world is boring. I see these old retired people in my neighborhood walking about and sitting in the driveway and they get up and do the same thing again the next day. Is this what it is coming too? I hate my job because it is so boring I really just sit here all day long and do nothing. My VP does it all and if I do anything I have to ask him, so I chose not to do anything. I have no objectives, no performance appraisal and thus I can not do the same to my guys. Have you ever just woke up went into work and watch paint dry? I go to the gym and there I have a social life where I can actually talk to someone. That's what keeps me going back to the place. I go home and either Cinda is on the computer with work, traveling with work, or working at Carollon in the afternoons. No, I do not see the money or her that much. I'm going to Pawley's for son's bachelor party, but she cant go because she will be in Atlanta for a conference and will not get back in time. With her doing this it makes my social life very limited and thus you loose contact with friends and thus it makes life even more boring. I am a prime candidate for an affair but I to fucking old to even think about it now. Why would I want to give up all my $$$$ just to get another old skin sack of problems?

I read Ashely's blog and I know she thinks there is no time for herself but that is really a blessing. Beats the hell out of what I have to do. Why in hell do you think a 55 year old man sits here blogging into internet outer space. Just venting feelings and then I will go home and do what I do best, Drink Alone. When I lived at Pawleys I could escape it by going to the Street. There you always had some kind of drama going on and of course beer to wash it all down with. I would go back, but I have this $350,000 anchor hanging around my neck and I can not cut the chain. Thanks to this economy you can not give shit away much less sale it.

Ok now that I have depressed the hell out of myself and nothing has changed lets go to the gym and do some chest and triceps. Have a good weekend self

No Pain No Gain

The Darlington trip went well and made it back Sunday before lunch. I am still tired and need to rest some more before I start my usual things. Everything happen that usually happens. Steve McNelly got drunk, eat all our hotdogs, and broke my 24 chair all to hell (that Jay gave Me) Kyle got drunk and sprayed ketchup all over the coolers and fell and broke the fold out flap on Jasons grill. Dont mind getting drunk and what I have is yours but be responsible and respectful or pay the consequences which they dont. Jay fell down several times that night and when I saw him Saturday mornign he looked like he had been in a dog fight. Poor fellow is just about past going on those legs of his. I really hate to see that and hope he gets more mobil. At least McNelly takes good care of Jay. Matt was the only one with any sense. Before going out Friday night he locked up all his stuff and told me to do the same but I did not. Next time I will because why is it Steve always breaks stuff but never his stuff? Jason got lost coming out of the track and was pissed at me because he got lost. All in all it was a great trip with great people and cant wait to go again. DeAnna and Myriah made it there about 12:00 Saturday. Was good seeing them again and that strawberry short cake DeAnna made hit the spot. I was soooooooo full that I felt like I was going to explode. Got a surprise in the fact that Os came on this trip. Was really glad to see him.

Aint It Amazing

Aint it amazing that no matter how much we get put down by things from day to day whether it is job or home, we always have something to look forward to. Im really looking forward to this coming weekend at Darlington with my buds from Pawleys. We have Jay, Steve, Matt, JBall, Kyle and even DeAnna is coming down for the race. I cant wait to see those assholes because I just love them to death. My son is getting to go and I really love that he is going. Bought myself a brand new Confederate Flag to fly while we are there and anyone who dont like it can just kiss my non tree hugging, non politically correct, white ass !!! Im pround to be white and dont give a damn who thinks that is racist. Ok, get back on focus now and stop the ranting LOL. We will get there Friday and come back Sunday. While there we will go to The V, once Daddy O's and Shuckers to eat. It just amazes me how I like being with these guys and when Im at my house in Mooresville my neighbors make me so uptight that I hate living there. Yankees are not easy to live around and we have one who wears ear muffs, eye goggles, and dust mask when he cuts his grass, of course he is from Washington State. He says Im the biggest redneck that he has ever met, but his wife calls me a real man. I told her that he was a pussy and needs to man up. (Matt Eddy Term).

Anyways, Im going home this weekend and see my normal people. Cant wait and Im looking forward to it so much, Im counting down the hours.