Well, I read Ashely's blog and this makes me realize that my job is boring, my life is boring, and my world is boring. I see these old retired people in my neighborhood walking about and sitting in the driveway and they get up and do the same thing again the next day. Is this what it is coming too? I hate my job because it is so boring I really just sit here all day long and do nothing. My VP does it all and if I do anything I have to ask him, so I chose not to do anything. I have no objectives, no performance appraisal and thus I can not do the same to my guys. Have you ever just woke up went into work and watch paint dry? I go to the gym and there I have a social life where I can actually talk to someone. That's what keeps me going back to the place. I go home and either Cinda is on the computer with work, traveling with work, or working at Carollon in the afternoons. No, I do not see the money or her that much. I'm going to Pawley's for son's bachelor party, but she cant go because she will be in Atlanta for a conference and will not get back in time. With her doing this it makes my social life very limited and thus you loose contact with friends and thus it makes life even more boring. I am a prime candidate for an affair but I to fucking old to even think about it now. Why would I want to give up all my $$$$ just to get another old skin sack of problems?
I read Ashely's blog and I know she thinks there is no time for herself but that is really a blessing. Beats the hell out of what I have to do. Why in hell do you think a 55 year old man sits here blogging into internet outer space. Just venting feelings and then I will go home and do what I do best, Drink Alone. When I lived at Pawleys I could escape it by going to the Street. There you always had some kind of drama going on and of course beer to wash it all down with. I would go back, but I have this $350,000 anchor hanging around my neck and I can not cut the chain. Thanks to this economy you can not give shit away much less sale it.
Ok now that I have depressed the hell out of myself and nothing has changed lets go to the gym and do some chest and triceps. Have a good weekend self
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Life is always greener on the other side eh? :) No matter what, it always could be worse! Sorry I haven't been over here much to check out your blog - I'll try to do better!!
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